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Old habits die hard.

After spending literally every waking hous these last few days studying for my exam, I woke up yesterday morning determined to go to sleep at a decent hour last night. After all, staying up all night the night before an exam is a bad habit and is libel to leave you groggy and tired when showing up to take the test.

Still, the last time I remember sleeping the night before an exam was back in 1995.

But this time I was determined, not to give in. I was going to go to bed at 11 pm. On. The. Dot.

At 5 am this morning, when I happen to glance at my watch and realized that the night had escaped from me, I didn't curse. Or kick myself.

I just smiled. For if you do away with all your bad habits, where will you get your spice in life from?

P.S. I did surprisingly well on the exam, I hope. Grade expected tomorrow...

...keeping my fingers crossed.

I am probably pregnant.

Since leaving on this trip, I have not been able to eat anything except fresh fruit.

I guess morning sickness will be next.

OK. Enough wallowing.

Heading out.

Back in September.

Hope to blog some while I am there, but if not: Shine on you, crazy diamonds.

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I seriously do not want to go tomorrow.

Yes, I do need to go. I will not get paid unless I show up for work. And then we will starve. Well, maybe not starve, but get a lot of depressing letters from lawyers, and banks.

And I know that once I am there, I will be fine. I won't be alone anymore all day. I will immerse myself in work, and get to meet so many of my good friends. Parties galore. Fun fun fun.

But.

I will be away from two women that truly love me. And that is going to hurt.

Yeah, I know. Boo-hoo.