Bloody brilliant

I have always wanted a really really
really really really
reeeeeally
easy way to print my documents as booklets, and now I can!

Keynote 4's new themes

Because I couldn't find this anywhere on the Net, here's a list of the nine new themes in Keynote 4 (part of iWork '08):

• Blueprint
• Charcoal
• Craft
• Harmony
• Headlines
• Industrial
• Sedona
• Stock book
• Vellum

Of those, Blueprint, Charcoal, and Headlines look good, and Industrial, Stock Book, and Vellum are usable.

And now that my last excuse is gone, I really should get to work on that presentation, shouldn't I?

4yo

„Daddy, where are the churches born?“

Let us hope

Watch the talk.

Then try the tool.

This really fuels my optimism.

So far so good

The human psyche truly is a strange thing. Our minds are so adaptable, and most of the time we don't even seem to notice it. Change the place you live in, the food you eat, the people you have close by, the language you speak, the time in which you live, the climate, the culture – literally everything – and your mind just, adapts. It may not be thrilled, it may not not like it, but still it retools itself, and trudges on.

And this attribute isn't just limited to small changes. Humans can adopt to the most outrageous circumstances. Deprive a man of his job, his status, his worldly things; his right to speak freely, his freedom of movement, his life as he knows it; imprison a man, beat him, strip him of anything that could give him hope, and still, despite all that, you might still find a Man, plowing on, inexplicably retaining his humanity.

Through the years, my wife and I have gravitated towards charities that work for children in need. We now contribute regularly to about half a dozen such organizations, making up the majority of our contributions to charity. I believe these to be the best means for us to serve this cause, in the limited personal capacity we have.

But there is another participation – appeasement is probably a more honest description – that one has to offer besides money. Direct participation. And for that I am drawn to other groups of disenfranchised people, especially these:

• Those that are oppressed purely for their opinions, their beliefs. Those that have to endure excile, imprisonment, or worse, not because they violated other human beings, but because they gave them another view of the World, another perspective, a new idea. 
• And even those that have committed violence, or broken other laws of society, and I agree should be tried and sentenced, not even they should suffer some of the acts that are visited upon them. Tortures and executions can never be excused. Period.

A few months ago, I accepted a seat on the board of an organization that fights mainly on those two fronts. That seat has exposed me to more focused information of this battle, the enormity of it, its progress, as well as how depressingly slow the progress is. For every person freed there are two more jailed, for every execution averted, another one is carried out. And then there are the internal squabbles and inherent bureaucratic tendencies of an organization like this one, diverting attention, stealing time, dulling the weapons that should be applied to the fight.

But there are victories, however small. We have added 10% to our membership in only a few weeks, making it one of the 20 most populous such organizations in the World. This is due to a group of young people that we recruited to spread the word and encourage more people to join. The energy and fire in these teenagers is infectuous, invigorating, and humbling. If these are the young that will inherit the World, then there truly is cause for optimism.

My yearly post

Nobody said you have to write your blog every week, or even every month. Let's try once a year, and go from there.

He is at this time transporting large armies of foreign mercenaries to compleat the works of death, desolation and tyranny, already begun with circumstances of Cruelty & perfidy scarcely paralleled in the most barbarous ages, and totally unworthy of the Head of a civilized nation.

Attempts to justify torture with scenarios like that of a bombmaker who refuses to divulge where he hid a bomb in a school full of children is a morally bankrupt defense of a morally indefensible act. Not even Hobbes' Greatest Good for the Greatest Number will suffice to justify attacking another person. The reason is simple, yet profound: Every person is sacred.

Say it with me: Every. Person. Is. Sacred.

We have no right to harm other people. Yes, I reluctantly concede that defending one person from an attack from another can be justified, even if the defense harms the attacker. But torturing someone for information is not a defense. It is a fishing expedition. Besides, there is no guarantee that it will even yield anything useful. And then the torturer has lost his humanity. Along with the society that condones his actions, or looks the other way. That society is doomed to descent from civilization into the domain of beasts, where respect for people's lives take second place to other urges and agendas.

Oh, and happy Independence Day.

Abre los ochos

I guess the mind wants to smooth things out. Change gray patches into clearly defined sections of black and white. Find a method to the madness.

After spending several years away, I find that my mind has done some serious over-simplifications when it comes to viewing this place. The lack of deep snow has been translated into it always being mild here. Not true. The common abruptness of the population had in my head turned into the expectation that I would find no kindness in strangers. Also not true.

And then there is the poverty issue.

This is a wealthy place. One of the most economically prosperous spots on the planet. So that fact has also been flattened out into this mythical image of a place where everybody is comfortable, well off, with a roof over their heads and good food on their plates.

My new office has a nice view over an old part of the city. I am a few floors up, so I can see down below the houses, and into the backyards. And right now, I am looking at a small, pudgy person, bundled haphazardly in worn clothes, rummaging through a dumpster, sticking soda cans and other trinkets into the large plastic bag that she is carrying at her side.

So much for that illusion.

Shucks

And then I wanted to take something like this with me, so I would always have a new photo of my baby on my desk. But this won't ship till January.

So I'm thinking slideshow as a screensaver, that will automatically harvest the newest photos my wife uploads to my daughter's .Mac web page.

I seek numbness in my geekness.

Monday, a week from now

It looms. Dark and gloomy. Like an oil spill, slowly spreading towards me. The sludge blackens out the clear blue waters.

I keep saying to myself that I'll live. Which is true. And then I am reminded of the times I have repeated that to myself. Usually lying somewhere incapacitated. On a riverbank in the wilderness with a broken ankle. In a puddle next to a dirt road, watching my horse gallop off in the distance. On the porch of a ski lodge, feeling the opiates flatten out the pain spikes. At a first responder course, getting the drowning sensation in a tube, half-filled with water. Watching Earth from an open airplane door twelve thousand feet above, with nothing in between me and her. Again, a few minutes later, while rushing towards her at 120 mph.

This time, I am not worried that I will break a bone or lose a part of me.

Well, not a physical part of me, anyway.

A toddler's argument

- You mustn't be cruel to other people.
- Why not?
- Because it's wrong. Besides, people will not want to be with you if you are cruel to them.

- Then I will just have to become a pirate...

Soup, with ginger

I haven't done this in a while, and that soup was just about as good looking as it was delicious. Brought tears to my eyes.

But then I did make it with gobs of fresh ginger.

Two points made better than by me

If there was a better way to go, then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it, I'm an extraordinary machine

and

If you don't have a point to make
Don't sweat it
You'll make a sharp one being so kind
And I'd sure appreciate it
Everyone else's goal's to get big headed
Why should I follow that beat being that I'm
Better than fine

(Thanks Fiona)

Here, boy

134340, we hardly knew ya.

Why do they not get it?

"[...] The people of the region are hungry for change; dissatisfaction is palpable in the streets from Cairo to Tehran. The Muslim masses just need to be shown that it's possible to set themselves free. Our ultimate victory in this struggle is virtually foreordained. [...]"

No, this is not from some obscure, ultra-conservative blog somewhere. This derogatory drivel is from an opinion piece published in the newest Time, no less.

When will they ever learn?

Lust 2.0

John Le Carré had it right

How much can we do in defence of a free and decent society, and remain a free and decent society that is worth defending?

Precious

Angels with silver wings,
shouldn't know suffering,
I wish I could take the pain for you.

If God has a master plan,
that only He understands,
I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through.

Bike smike

A bunch of you refuse to go away, checking in here every week and even every day (get a life), even though it looks like I have killed this off for the final time. I'm not even going to ask why. I mean, it isn't as if this was that great to begin with.

Anyway.

Somebody asked what happened to the Harley. 'You had the money in the bank. What happened?'

Answer: This happened. No, not to me. I'm fine. But I got a calmn, detailed run-down of a typical motorcycle trauma from my wife. And then I saw the film. You should too. Whether you have stupid Harley dreams like me or not.

Man it hurts when your dreams get snuffed. But then, I can stand on my own two feet. Something I appreciate a whole lot more now.

Still on vacation, Dad?

I am going to get that feelling in my heart. Like somebody is reaching into my chest with their hand and squeezing as hard as they can.

Still, I will see it.

Tideland.

Disturbing, yet gentle

Chunky bacon.

Seriously.